I had my first doctors appointment with the ob/gyn a couple weeks ago. My due date is May 17th! Hopefully that comes fast because I'm sick of being sick!!! I also got my first ultrasound. I wasn't really expecting to see awhole lot. The baby is pretty tiny still. But, Justin and I sat there in amazement as we watched our baby flopping around on the screen! It was pretty awesome to see that! The technician said everything looked good and the baby was right in the normal range for growth.

I am going to a new doctor this time around. I have been referred to a doctor who specifically takes care of pregnant HIV poz women. The facility is so much better than the high risk clinic I was stuck at last time! But I am not sure how much I like the doctor. She had this way about her that made you feel like an idiot. The way she said certain things and explained things to me, like I wasn't aware of what needed to be done being pregnant and poz. I have been HIV positive for over 5 years now. I have an almost 3 year old negative daughter. I am aware of what needs to be done and how to take care of myself, not only while being pregnant, but just being poz in general. So I guess we will see how the next visit or two turn out. If I haven't changed my mind, then I guess its back to the ghetto high risk clinic for me! I am educated on this disease and I don't need to go to a doctor who treats me otherwise!