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Welcome to my blog! My name is Nicki. I am a 24 year old stay at home mom to a beautiful 2 year old little girl. I have also been HIV positive for 5 years. I have been through alot of things in my life that most people cannot understand. I am not here for your sympathy. This is a place for me to vent, share my fears. Share my experiences and my joys. Thanks for stopping by! 
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My life....sleeping, sleeping, and more sleeping! The past month I've done nothing but sleep! I know that being tired the first few months is normal when being pregnant, but this tired?! When I had my daughter I don't remember ever really being this tired. Now I sleep on the couch every morning for a couple hours once I get Emily some breakfast and turn some cartoons on. (Thank God for the Disney channel!) I finally make myself get up to get her some lunch. A couple hours later she usually takes a nap, and if shes laying down, chances are I am too! Then we get up and I make dinner and somehow that next few hours pass and I'm ready for bed again! Its really frustrating because I haven't really been cleaning or anything. The dishes get done and the garbage gets taken out, thanks to Justin and my brother. But other than that, nothing. *Think dirty bathrooms, dusty furniture, piles of clean clothes needing put away* I just haven't the energy to do it.
Last week the nausea starting kicking in. Lovely. So on top of being extremely tired, and having painfully sore boobies mind you, I have been dealing with the feeling I'm going to throw up almost constantly. Pregnancy is just not something this chick was meant to do obviously! Justin and I have discussed it and this will be our last child. I had wanted three, but he only wanted two. I guess he's getting what he wanted then because I refuse to do this again anytime for the rest of my life! LOL
I had to go to Family Planning a couple days ago to take a pregnancy test and get a paper saying I'm pregnant so that I can sign up for medical insurance and make a doctors appointment. They gave me an estimated due date of May 17, 2009. Of course when I go to the actual doctors they will do an ultrasound and find out how far along I am. The due date will probably be adjusted by a week or two, but May is definately the month.
So thats about all that has been going on here. Sleeping and puking. Kinda makes you wish you were pregnant huh?! lol Will write more when I actually have something to write about other than how crappy I am feeling! 
The house can wait my lil one!! You sleep all you want as now you are the Queen!!
REST REST REST!! Remember, it will get better as the time goes on. The first few months SUCK!! lol Tell them to tie ya off after this one!!
loves ya